Monday, April 20, 2009
Please, leave peacefully.
I dont know what to say. Except im sorry. Im so sorry! i dont know why you died, you are part of my life. Please get on well. Sleep peacefully.
Maybe i passed the virus onto you. Im sick, i shouldnt have come into contact with you. My poor baby, Pepper, i'll miss you. i cnt take it anymore. im burning up, my tummy hurts like crazy, and you are gone. Maybe this shows something. Im just pure bad luck, nobody should come into contact with me.
My mum didnt believe i was sick, then now she asks me not to cry over a hamster. Why am i so insignificant to you people! I DONT CARE IF IM DEAD, BUT WHY MY HAMSTER? he has done nothing. nothing at all.
Its all, terribly my fault. Please god, just punish me if you wish.
Labels: distraught.
what we could have been, 9:34:00 PM.
