Friday, June 29, 2007
HELLO ALL!
i decided. to be happy and crazy. like always!
although i can't help it but feel queasy inside whenever i see you. but u will forever be kept somewhere in my heart.always.
So. here i am to update about my life. recently agreed miss angela chan to sing in a competition at st andrews. then also kena pulled into talent quest. OMG. so many ppl hate me can. what if i singing then they scream bitch? AIYO!!
today i ponned choir cause i didn't join a uniform group and thus i dun wanna go do PT! so i waited till like 3 plus four then went for ndp. =) ndp today learn new song. learnt bring it all back.okay. it actually wasn't for ndp. for some performance. haiz.
recently at choir also got to know some of my choir juniors like shawn and kay hwee. they are some great frens. hahas. well. now tired from sch and all. so will update again soon maybe. =P tata all!
i decided. to be happy and crazy. like always!
although i can't help it but feel queasy inside whenever i see you. but u will forever be kept somewhere in my heart.always.
So. here i am to update about my life. recently agreed miss angela chan to sing in a competition at st andrews. then also kena pulled into talent quest. OMG. so many ppl hate me can. what if i singing then they scream bitch? AIYO!!
today i ponned choir cause i didn't join a uniform group and thus i dun wanna go do PT! so i waited till like 3 plus four then went for ndp. =) ndp today learn new song. learnt bring it all back.okay. it actually wasn't for ndp. for some performance. haiz.
recently at choir also got to know some of my choir juniors like shawn and kay hwee. they are some great frens. hahas. well. now tired from sch and all. so will update again soon maybe. =P tata all!
what we could have been, 11:00:00 PM.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Why do you not want me anymore? Why have you changed? Why have u made me fall for you?How caring and sensitive you were? Why are u leaving me now?
I didn't plan on giving this up. i was planning to make this work. why did you leave me? Why do you not want me anymore? why can't u just not cry and comfort me instead?
YES WORLD. i have been dumped. ditched. cast aside. used to help forget someone.
Yes. No one wants me anymore. NO ONE.
GO ON. everyone. walk out of my life. you know you can do it. you know how to steal my heart and smash it to pieces. what more you don't know?
GO ON! go break my heart like my ex. OH YA. you already broke it. so i guess i dun have my heart with me.
I can't cry now. i stare blankly at the msg u sent me. then i start to feel angry. then i feel that life no longer has any meaning. but i didn't cry. i can't cry now. the tears are there. but they refuse to come out. because they are afraid once they come out they can't stop.
So go dear. go quietly and never come back.nope. never come back.
I didn't plan on giving this up. i was planning to make this work. why did you leave me? Why do you not want me anymore? why can't u just not cry and comfort me instead?
YES WORLD. i have been dumped. ditched. cast aside. used to help forget someone.
Yes. No one wants me anymore. NO ONE.
GO ON. everyone. walk out of my life. you know you can do it. you know how to steal my heart and smash it to pieces. what more you don't know?
GO ON! go break my heart like my ex. OH YA. you already broke it. so i guess i dun have my heart with me.
I can't cry now. i stare blankly at the msg u sent me. then i start to feel angry. then i feel that life no longer has any meaning. but i didn't cry. i can't cry now. the tears are there. but they refuse to come out. because they are afraid once they come out they can't stop.
So go dear. go quietly and never come back.nope. never come back.
what we could have been, 9:54:00 PM.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
what have happened? i think i have changed. or was it you? i really dun noe. i wasn't supposed to like you. u were my bestie's ex. i think im becoming like my bestie. overly sensitive and very crazy. over you. you made me fall for you. and now what do u want me to do? stop everything?
I want my nice and peaceful life back. u think i like to be THIS overly sensitive and be so crazy about you? i was never like this before! u have so many bloody lovers right? so go love them and NOT get a stead! i feel in a mess everyday. you are the first guy i cry for. WHY DO I DO THAT? becuz i bloody care! i dun wanna have tons of relationships like last year. i wanna make this work! u said it yourself too. can't u feel the way i feel about u? suddenly u have became so distant, and so indifferent. u used to be sweet and caring. WHAt HAS HAPPENED TO YOU? i dun wan to cry over u anymore but u think i can control it? how did u think I felt whenever my bestie talks about u in front of me? we are not cheating on her, but i can't bring myself to tell her that you are my stead. becuz it will hurt her so much. she could cut out YOUR NAME on her wrist. she would be suicidal if she knew im dating you. YOU are such a waste of my tears. prove me wrong if you can. you told me you really wanna make this last so i was freaking touched by it. but i can't bring myself to ask you everything im saying here. i dunno why, but i think i have really fell for you. I REALLY FELL FOR YOU, TWK. if u read this and dun ever wanna speak to me again its really fine. i just wanna get everything off my chest. i dun wanna be so emo everytime i think about you. so here i say goodbye, if u really dun want me anymore after reading this.
what we could have been, 10:54:00 PM.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Do you noe how much u mean to me? why are you so indifferent now?
Today is so boring. but at least i got some sleep. Had tuition just now. tmr gonna go watch Fantastic Four with my family. lols. another sian day pass so quickly. haiz. tired now. and my fone is being confiscated.
have watched men in white with mei jin and rebekah. i rate it 6/10. Its quite lame storyline was why it has low points. but dunno why alson only put 4/10. its nicely done overall. haiz. no more shows to watch le. and i think im so addicted to archade now. hm. whoever free call me out during next week leh. its the LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY PEOPLE!
well, anyone nid to find me pls dun comtact me my handfone. ~tata~
Today is so boring. but at least i got some sleep. Had tuition just now. tmr gonna go watch Fantastic Four with my family. lols. another sian day pass so quickly. haiz. tired now. and my fone is being confiscated.
have watched men in white with mei jin and rebekah. i rate it 6/10. Its quite lame storyline was why it has low points. but dunno why alson only put 4/10. its nicely done overall. haiz. no more shows to watch le. and i think im so addicted to archade now. hm. whoever free call me out during next week leh. its the LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY PEOPLE!
well, anyone nid to find me pls dun comtact me my handfone. ~tata~
what we could have been, 6:04:00 PM.
Friday, June 15, 2007
I missed you much in camp. hard to talk to you. i dunno what are we now. lol. i cried there, cause i was deperately wanting to talk to you but i didn't noe how. then i heard u telling him it was excellent being a single person and blah blah. so i broke down. and u didn't even care, cause u were too busy to noe...
This is a damn nice song that is from siew ping blog. im tempted to put here too but dun wan copy la. so here is the lyrics of the song i copied . i find the lyrics are damn meaningful canns.
望太远眼
前幸福却忽略
晃半圈圆不了爱恋
高一遍低一遍
风就吹散了永远
还想为你摇秋千
对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点
我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念
当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜
秋千和我失眠
在你影子身边
这公园太想念
你无邪的笑脸
anyway, today choir camp finished le. FINALLY! the food there sux lorrs. the first day the snack was donut, which looked awful to me so i skipped it. then lunch was like hell. hahas. but hungry so ate some lo. then it was SNACK TIME AGAIN! wad the hell. who eats so many times a day sia. then the next snack consists of cream rolls and curry puffs. it really put me off lor, and thus i skipped it too. then yesterday, breakfast was THE FIRST DAY'S DONUTS! lunch was better, but the chicken so hard i stabbed my fork into it and my fork broke lorr. and can tell the next time to eat was BBQ. lols. i ate 4 otahs and felt sick liao. so i wasted my time looking at ppl eat. today, was the last day. and let me say that today's breakfast was a packet of rice, two nuggets and a burnt pan fried egg. lol. literally put me of so i threw it away. felt like throwing up when i see siewping eat until so happy like dat. waste my 20 dollars..
today is a BAD DAY. because in my room, which was like a dorm, was siew ping, jan, me and guess who? ~Cherrie~
i dunno if i spelt the name right. but who cares. she scared me to death and thus i could only sleep for barely an hour, always waking up at the sound of the foodsteps. but it was only the mentors petroling. but still it was damn scary can? she just sit there in the dark and stares outside the windows facing the acedemic block, scaring everybody who saw her. and thanks to HER, i woke up to a splitting headache and VERY BLACK rings. ~NA BEI~ and so i am so tired today. but the flashdance was damn fun, cause watching MAO dance can literally make u laugh like mad.
and OHMYGOSH, but i realised it is just ONE WEEK more to school re opening. OMG!! i cannot wake up!! and i haven't complete my holiday homework. WA LAO! i think have to chiong soon. good luck to Bo yuan, who sae he has lost his homework. hahas. and Alson too, cause he didn't even noe got art homework. but... I DUN HAVE THE ENGLISH HOMEWORK! haiz.. gtg now. tata! =0
This is a damn nice song that is from siew ping blog. im tempted to put here too but dun wan copy la. so here is the lyrics of the song i copied . i find the lyrics are damn meaningful canns.
望太远眼
前幸福却忽略
晃半圈圆不了爱恋
高一遍低一遍
风就吹散了永远
还想为你摇秋千
对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点
我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念
当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜
秋千和我失眠
在你影子身边
这公园太想念
你无邪的笑脸
anyway, today choir camp finished le. FINALLY! the food there sux lorrs. the first day the snack was donut, which looked awful to me so i skipped it. then lunch was like hell. hahas. but hungry so ate some lo. then it was SNACK TIME AGAIN! wad the hell. who eats so many times a day sia. then the next snack consists of cream rolls and curry puffs. it really put me off lor, and thus i skipped it too. then yesterday, breakfast was THE FIRST DAY'S DONUTS! lunch was better, but the chicken so hard i stabbed my fork into it and my fork broke lorr. and can tell the next time to eat was BBQ. lols. i ate 4 otahs and felt sick liao. so i wasted my time looking at ppl eat. today, was the last day. and let me say that today's breakfast was a packet of rice, two nuggets and a burnt pan fried egg. lol. literally put me of so i threw it away. felt like throwing up when i see siewping eat until so happy like dat. waste my 20 dollars..
today is a BAD DAY. because in my room, which was like a dorm, was siew ping, jan, me and guess who? ~Cherrie~
i dunno if i spelt the name right. but who cares. she scared me to death and thus i could only sleep for barely an hour, always waking up at the sound of the foodsteps. but it was only the mentors petroling. but still it was damn scary can? she just sit there in the dark and stares outside the windows facing the acedemic block, scaring everybody who saw her. and thanks to HER, i woke up to a splitting headache and VERY BLACK rings. ~NA BEI~ and so i am so tired today. but the flashdance was damn fun, cause watching MAO dance can literally make u laugh like mad.
and OHMYGOSH, but i realised it is just ONE WEEK more to school re opening. OMG!! i cannot wake up!! and i haven't complete my holiday homework. WA LAO! i think have to chiong soon. good luck to Bo yuan, who sae he has lost his homework. hahas. and Alson too, cause he didn't even noe got art homework. but... I DUN HAVE THE ENGLISH HOMEWORK! haiz.. gtg now. tata! =0
what we could have been, 12:57:00 PM.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Missing you. I wonder if we will go public. Maybe not yet...
HEY ALL!
was just reading blogs and found this nice poem on Christine's blog. its damn emo and sounds good. so i copied it and put here.
I stay awake thinking of him
Yet I know I will never get him.
As I stare out into the clouds,
do you know if he thinks of me now?
I want to talk,yet I have no connections,
will my heart ever expire of this lingering infection?
I feel invisible to the lifestyle
I wish he even knew me before I became a haunted blastostyle.
hahas. im so lame. haiz. today my parents bought a small Barbeque set, so we did a bbq right outside my house there. SORRY REBEKAH! im so sorry cause i cannot call u come. my parents sae want something more family oriented tonite. so pai seh ah. am so tired today, woke up at 1.30pm lorrs. last nite my brother got nuts or something, cause he was sleeping over at my room and he kinda tried to move his bed, and it crashed into my bed a couple of times. MAN. he was like having a nightmare or something. haiz. then 2 plus was preparing for the bbq. i peeled ONE KG of prawns, then i deshitted ONE KG of prawns. then i had to put it all on skewer sticks. then i had to make mango pudding for the dessert. my mom was sleeping all the time lor. then she woke up and never do anything somemore. just taste the soup and ate snacks while watching tv. haiz. so SUAY lor me. hm. tmr got choir lehs. 9.45 AM to 5 PM! crazy de lorrs. maybe i shalll PON the afternoon one.. but dunno can PON with who leh. asked Shu Yi le lorr. she sae she will go find BF. haiz. i also wanna go find mine... =P well. bb all! =D
HEY ALL!
was just reading blogs and found this nice poem on Christine's blog. its damn emo and sounds good. so i copied it and put here.
I stay awake thinking of him
Yet I know I will never get him.
As I stare out into the clouds,
do you know if he thinks of me now?
I want to talk,yet I have no connections,
will my heart ever expire of this lingering infection?
I feel invisible to the lifestyle
I wish he even knew me before I became a haunted blastostyle.
hahas. im so lame. haiz. today my parents bought a small Barbeque set, so we did a bbq right outside my house there. SORRY REBEKAH! im so sorry cause i cannot call u come. my parents sae want something more family oriented tonite. so pai seh ah. am so tired today, woke up at 1.30pm lorrs. last nite my brother got nuts or something, cause he was sleeping over at my room and he kinda tried to move his bed, and it crashed into my bed a couple of times. MAN. he was like having a nightmare or something. haiz. then 2 plus was preparing for the bbq. i peeled ONE KG of prawns, then i deshitted ONE KG of prawns. then i had to put it all on skewer sticks. then i had to make mango pudding for the dessert. my mom was sleeping all the time lor. then she woke up and never do anything somemore. just taste the soup and ate snacks while watching tv. haiz. so SUAY lor me. hm. tmr got choir lehs. 9.45 AM to 5 PM! crazy de lorrs. maybe i shalll PON the afternoon one.. but dunno can PON with who leh. asked Shu Yi le lorr. she sae she will go find BF. haiz. i also wanna go find mine... =P well. bb all! =D
what we could have been, 8:21:00 PM.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
I miss you alot. Hope monday comes soon. im getting emo after thinking bout you too much.
HELLO!
Yesyes. i have decided to camwhore again. haha. here are the photos i took last night. =D
okie. i was abit nuts but i copied Alson's idea. i lie on road last nite. haha. pai seh Alson, if u got copy rite. Damn, i still haven finish my literature. it makes me think too much about Mah Patsy. lol. yesterday i went out to PS with Jing Wen and Rebekah, and ended up spending over ten dollars at the Zone X. DAMN..@-@ i am so broke now. currently saving up for a movie called Men in White. Alson rated it 3/10. i guess i wanna prove him wrong. the trailers seem so nice lorrs. well. haiz. this MAYBE the last post i can write before my camp on Tuesday. WILL ANYONE MISS ME? lol.. Think maybe not.. not like Alson. im not that popular, and cute, and bubbly, and outgoing... Haiz. i gtg do my work now. at least hopefully they can help me pull up my next CA 2 grade. okies. bye for now. T_T
HELLO!
Yesyes. i have decided to camwhore again. haha. here are the photos i took last night. =D
okie. i was abit nuts but i copied Alson's idea. i lie on road last nite. haha. pai seh Alson, if u got copy rite. Damn, i still haven finish my literature. it makes me think too much about Mah Patsy. lol. yesterday i went out to PS with Jing Wen and Rebekah, and ended up spending over ten dollars at the Zone X. DAMN..@-@ i am so broke now. currently saving up for a movie called Men in White. Alson rated it 3/10. i guess i wanna prove him wrong. the trailers seem so nice lorrs. well. haiz. this MAYBE the last post i can write before my camp on Tuesday. WILL ANYONE MISS ME? lol.. Think maybe not.. not like Alson. im not that popular, and cute, and bubbly, and outgoing... Haiz. i gtg do my work now. at least hopefully they can help me pull up my next CA 2 grade. okies. bye for now. T_T
what we could have been, 6:35:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Today i PONNED afternoon's NDP. lol. it was so boring there canns? =X
Ah. now im quite happy cause i am finishing literature holiday work. damn. my parents keep asking me to do ma. and i now have the history homework, the soft copy blank one so if you wan can come take from me maybe on msn? Its damn hard, and the answer hard to find from the net. the url for the answers are http://www.fortsiloso.com
Today went to siew ping house after lunch break, and i watched 200 pounds beauty there. then after that went to bugis to watch shrek 3 before heading to the library for some books. tmr got NDP again.. ah... i DREAD it. wonder wad will mrs poon sae tmr.. maybe"hey liying ah, why u disappear for the afternoon session yesterday?" or maybe she will go one big round and SHOOT me. haiya! dun feel like going tmr liaos. DAMN! and then next week even worse. got choir camp and got choir practice...... i now starting to hate choir liao la. =P well. now i wanna go le. tata everyone! @-@
Ah. now im quite happy cause i am finishing literature holiday work. damn. my parents keep asking me to do ma. and i now have the history homework, the soft copy blank one so if you wan can come take from me maybe on msn? Its damn hard, and the answer hard to find from the net. the url for the answers are http://www.fortsiloso.com
Today went to siew ping house after lunch break, and i watched 200 pounds beauty there. then after that went to bugis to watch shrek 3 before heading to the library for some books. tmr got NDP again.. ah... i DREAD it. wonder wad will mrs poon sae tmr.. maybe"hey liying ah, why u disappear for the afternoon session yesterday?" or maybe she will go one big round and SHOOT me. haiya! dun feel like going tmr liaos. DAMN! and then next week even worse. got choir camp and got choir practice...... i now starting to hate choir liao la. =P well. now i wanna go le. tata everyone! @-@
what we could have been, 11:40:00 PM.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Today was nice but i tried to talk to you. you seem busy on the phone whenever i come to you. Nevermind.
Today was nice. I met up with Mei Jin, Jing Wen and Rebekah at my place. then we went to Seoul Garden to eat. afterwards went to ps play archade. haha. jingwen burned over 30 dollars there. we played time crisis, daytona there. i died like mad at time crisis lorrs. hm. then later wee kuan came. nothing important happened today.then today wanna go home that time i mood swing. suddenly from very happy to dun wan to talk lorrs. i very little like dat, and i dunno why i like dat. AH!
hm. yesterday went to see blades of glory with alson, christine, rebekah, christmin , bo yuan and jephthah. hm. that show was darn funny canns? felt like dying of laughing too much. and it was so damn cold inside there. haiz. am so bored now la. i wanna go do literature homework le. tata!
Today was nice. I met up with Mei Jin, Jing Wen and Rebekah at my place. then we went to Seoul Garden to eat. afterwards went to ps play archade. haha. jingwen burned over 30 dollars there. we played time crisis, daytona there. i died like mad at time crisis lorrs. hm. then later wee kuan came. nothing important happened today.then today wanna go home that time i mood swing. suddenly from very happy to dun wan to talk lorrs. i very little like dat, and i dunno why i like dat. AH!
hm. yesterday went to see blades of glory with alson, christine, rebekah, christmin , bo yuan and jephthah. hm. that show was darn funny canns? felt like dying of laughing too much. and it was so damn cold inside there. haiz. am so bored now la. i wanna go do literature homework le. tata!
what we could have been, 10:43:00 PM.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
HELLO all.
going to stay home all day like i did yesterday. nothing much to do, and nobody really talks to me. haas. i guess i am to boring. i guess i can't go out, so i have no choice but to be left out. but nvm. so looking forward to next monday. going ps with alson, bo yuan and jin they all. bo yuan called me go, so i just go lorrs. nth much to do at home anyway. then next tuesday going to meet mei jin and jing wen. so long never see then le. wonder how are they. anyway, today is mei jin's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIJIN! haiz.then next wednesday and thursday have choir's ndp. 9am -3 pm! crazy one lorrs. so friday im free. CALL ME GO OUT PEOPLE! im bored. BOOK ME ON FRIDAY! haas. im crazy again. Coming monday is my mother's birthday. perhaps i should get her a present. will look into it. bb everyone. =P
going to stay home all day like i did yesterday. nothing much to do, and nobody really talks to me. haas. i guess i am to boring. i guess i can't go out, so i have no choice but to be left out. but nvm. so looking forward to next monday. going ps with alson, bo yuan and jin they all. bo yuan called me go, so i just go lorrs. nth much to do at home anyway. then next tuesday going to meet mei jin and jing wen. so long never see then le. wonder how are they. anyway, today is mei jin's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIJIN! haiz.then next wednesday and thursday have choir's ndp. 9am -3 pm! crazy one lorrs. so friday im free. CALL ME GO OUT PEOPLE! im bored. BOOK ME ON FRIDAY! haas. im crazy again. Coming monday is my mother's birthday. perhaps i should get her a present. will look into it. bb everyone. =P
what we could have been, 10:08:00 PM.
Friday, June 01, 2007
yoyoyo everyone.
haha. abit happy. cause have already done all my science holiday homework, half of my chinese and maths left a few questions. HAPPY. well. below got two videos rebekah and i took. we were mentally retarded at that time. haas. =)
hm. today was pretty boring. got ndp in the morning. felt that it was a complete waste of my time to be there. aiya. tired. then watched a creepy crappy film at siew ping house. i now still abit scared scared lors. it was so scary. haiz. then i left siew ping house to alter my denim skirt. see. from knee length become like dat.
haas. then today rebekah came my house. so we took a few photos too.
see rebekah acting cute.
then this is a normal rebekah.
us but abit shaky lehhs.
ah. my sweet roses from toys'r'us i bought yesterday.
it was us yesterday. =)
haha. this post should be the best. got video and pic too. i gtg finish my maths for tuition tmr. bb! =D
haha. abit happy. cause have already done all my science holiday homework, half of my chinese and maths left a few questions. HAPPY. well. below got two videos rebekah and i took. we were mentally retarded at that time. haas. =)
hm. today was pretty boring. got ndp in the morning. felt that it was a complete waste of my time to be there. aiya. tired. then watched a creepy crappy film at siew ping house. i now still abit scared scared lors. it was so scary. haiz. then i left siew ping house to alter my denim skirt. see. from knee length become like dat.
haas. then today rebekah came my house. so we took a few photos too.
see rebekah acting cute.
then this is a normal rebekah.
us but abit shaky lehhs.
ah. my sweet roses from toys'r'us i bought yesterday.
it was us yesterday. =)
haha. this post should be the best. got video and pic too. i gtg finish my maths for tuition tmr. bb! =D
what we could have been, 11:10:00 PM.
