Music.

Maybe its just that sudden jerk of realization that hit everyone. I really wish that Joe would conduct us instead of Fabian, though i felt that, everything Fabian said is kind of true. Not at first, but after reflection, we really do not take things seriously, thus wasting Joe's efforts. I dont know why, i just got abit emotional. We wanted Joe to conduct for us, as thus he put in his best to listen to us and to correct us, but what does he get in return? I, for one, am really sorry.
Really worried about the upcoming SYF. probably gonna scrape past it. not looking forward to the results. because, we have not given our best, not yet anyway; no result can be determined. Even though looking forward to the extra spare time, since I'll be passing out after SYF, I would really miss all the activities and the friends i've made there. The juniors have all been really, really nice, though sometimes they slack, they still are nice people.
Well, all the eyes are on us now, since others have all finished their SYF. i'll just keep my fingers crossed and keep on praying.
Labels: im tired, really tired
what we could have been, 10:47:00 PM.