Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Life is getting so suck-ish..
today is an awful day.
got gastrics from morning, survived barely till after fire drill. the only great thing that we skipped a maths test. was barely surviving, especially the queue was so darn long due to the whole school having recess at the same time. then, when i was waiting for Jan to help me buy milk from drinks stall, *HE* was at the other line, the bread stall, calling me help him buy a drink. i wanted to help de, but i cnt hear what he said he wanted. then i shouted his name, despite me DYING there. then he appeared out of nowhere and asked me to buy for him milo. But, by then Jan already bought finish our drinks. Then SUDDENLY, HE SHOWED ME ATTITUDE. HE WALKED OFF. WHAT THE HECK! I WAS DYING, AND TRYED TO HELP U, AND U SHOWED ME ATTITUDE!
NOT JUST THAT. U WENT BACK AND TOLD THE OTHERS I SHOWED U ATTITUDE?! I SHOWED U ATTITUDE?!?!! OMG. I MUST BE DREAMING. TOO HUNGRY UNTIL HALLUCINATE. FINE THEN. I DON'T TALK TO YOU. THEN U SIT THERE, EXPECTING ME TO SAY SOMETHING? DO U EXPECT ME TO APOLOGISE? WHEN DID I SHOW U ATTITUDE?
whatever la. after eating recess, puked. yes YOU. I WAS SO SICK I PUKED IMMEDIATELY AFTER EATING MY CHICKEN BURGER. AND U CAN'T UNDERSTAND. U DISAPPOINTED ME.
then. in english lesson all got scolded. :( my day just got from bad to worse. first gastrics, then kena brought to the DM's room there and got scolded for one period. MR XXX , YOU SAID THIS TO US.
"DON'T MAKE ME, MAKE YOU, HATE ME."
sorry, but i will try. but i already have started to hate you.
today sucks. hope tmr will be better. life no longer carries a meaning to me. with so much gastrics, i should get stomach ulcer soon. living with so much pain, and little joy, whats the point of carrying on? To die, will be a great adventure.
Labels: i am so sick of life.
what we could have been, 6:12:00 PM.
