Monday, June 18, 2007
Why do you not want me anymore? Why have you changed? Why have u made me fall for you?How caring and sensitive you were? Why are u leaving me now?
I didn't plan on giving this up. i was planning to make this work. why did you leave me? Why do you not want me anymore? why can't u just not cry and comfort me instead?
YES WORLD. i have been dumped. ditched. cast aside. used to help forget someone.
Yes. No one wants me anymore. NO ONE.
GO ON. everyone. walk out of my life. you know you can do it. you know how to steal my heart and smash it to pieces. what more you don't know?
GO ON! go break my heart like my ex. OH YA. you already broke it. so i guess i dun have my heart with me.
I can't cry now. i stare blankly at the msg u sent me. then i start to feel angry. then i feel that life no longer has any meaning. but i didn't cry. i can't cry now. the tears are there. but they refuse to come out. because they are afraid once they come out they can't stop.
So go dear. go quietly and never come back.nope. never come back.
I didn't plan on giving this up. i was planning to make this work. why did you leave me? Why do you not want me anymore? why can't u just not cry and comfort me instead?
YES WORLD. i have been dumped. ditched. cast aside. used to help forget someone.
Yes. No one wants me anymore. NO ONE.
GO ON. everyone. walk out of my life. you know you can do it. you know how to steal my heart and smash it to pieces. what more you don't know?
GO ON! go break my heart like my ex. OH YA. you already broke it. so i guess i dun have my heart with me.
I can't cry now. i stare blankly at the msg u sent me. then i start to feel angry. then i feel that life no longer has any meaning. but i didn't cry. i can't cry now. the tears are there. but they refuse to come out. because they are afraid once they come out they can't stop.
So go dear. go quietly and never come back.nope. never come back.
what we could have been, 9:54:00 PM.
