I want my nice and peaceful life back. u think i like to be THIS overly sensitive and be so crazy about you? i was never like this before! u have so many bloody lovers right? so go love them and NOT get a stead! i feel in a mess everyday. you are the first guy i cry for. WHY DO I DO THAT? becuz i bloody care! i dun wanna have tons of relationships like last year. i wanna make this work! u said it yourself too. can't u feel the way i feel about u? suddenly u have became so distant, and so indifferent. u used to be sweet and caring. WHAt HAS HAPPENED TO YOU? i dun wan to cry over u anymore but u think i can control it? how did u think I felt whenever my bestie talks about u in front of me? we are not cheating on her, but i can't bring myself to tell her that you are my stead. becuz it will hurt her so much. she could cut out YOUR NAME on her wrist. she would be suicidal if she knew im dating you. YOU are such a waste of my tears. prove me wrong if you can. you told me you really wanna make this last so i was freaking touched by it. but i can't bring myself to ask you everything im saying here. i dunno why, but i think i have really fell for you. I REALLY FELL FOR YOU, TWK. if u read this and dun ever wanna speak to me again its really fine. i just wanna get everything off my chest. i dun wanna be so emo everytime i think about you. so here i say goodbye, if u really dun want me anymore after reading this.