Ally's (:

2009-07-12T00:46:00.001+08:00

Moved.

www.perceptiveparanoia.wordpress.com

2009-06-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

Today went to bugis to study with Christine. Past two days was with Rebekah. :) waiting for both of them to send me pictures of our outings, lol.

I bought 2 hamsters today, i name them Frisky and Scaredy, hahas :D they are both females, and are five weeks old. Pictures below. :D

okay, im bored, so here is another video. I sing Take a bow, by rihanna, here. Leave me comments, thanks :D

okay, our studying things. Ipods, are a must! :D

Next, we have gummies . they give us sugar rush okay. haha :D

A photo of me and christine. :D

these were taken yesterday while i was at bugis. :)

okay, REBEKAH AND CHRISTINE, send me the photos please :D

school on monday, crapppppp.

2009-06-18T13:50:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone (:

well, good thing is that i've learnt to ride a bike, bad thing is i scraped both my knees and have a bandaged knee now. :(

alright, have been spending the past few days cycling, haha. :P super happy while im on the bike, seriously hope my knee will recover soon :)

have been reading harry potter recently, wonder when the movie will come out? i have quite a few movies that i feel like watching recently :

- Harry Potter

- Hannah Montana movie (LOL i watched online already, but since its nice -.- )

- Drag me to hell (am scared, but it seems cool )

- Taking of Pelham 123

so, ask me out to movie someone! :D

oh, btw, jan's computer crashed so dont expect any posts from her soon. :(

here is me trying to sing butterfly fly away. hahas, i know i dont sing well, just bear with me :)

leave me a comment please. good or bad, i'll try to accept it. :D

2009-06-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hey all (:

well, Rebekah's pretty much help me summed up what happened yesterday, so yea.

But still, special thanks to Shuyi, Damian and Ramdan for teaching me. :D they are seriously patient ^^ nursing my injured knee, hope that i dont get a scar from it! :( i need to get a bike, but my parents tell me to get after O's. well, i'll wait. :D

daddy's home today, landed about 1am.

anyway, went computer fair with my family today. super happy, cause daddy's got a pink ipod nano, and mummy's got me a pair of grey heels(?) thats like oxfords or boots? LOL i cnt describe.

ate at kuishin bo, and i've gotta say, it has good food. (: thought abit pricey, but the buffet is great, as it has a great variety of japanese food for people to choose from. and, there is free flow of snow crabs all night, but i ate little cause its really troublesome to battle with the crab shell.

but still, i feel that its worth it. go try it, its at suntec. :D

im gonna go science centre with my family tmr, probably gonna test my new heels, haha :D i so wanna visit the da vinci thing, cause it seems really interesting from the commercial. btw, im not anti christian or anything the show implies, im just interested in what goes on in the making of the story thats all. (:

okay, belated photos. My F&N food pictures are still with shuyi, i wonder when she will send them to me. -.-!

hahas, my twin sister.

she also got bangs, but hers are longer so can be swept to the side. still, she's my sister, hahaha xD will upload some vids we took together soon. (:

goodbye (:

2009-06-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

Cycling today. Ramdan, Damian, and Shuyi taught me, much thanks! The rest just watched and laughed. -.- And I fell down, scraped my knee. D:

Later went to accompany Rebekah to run, but I cycled instead. Halfway through I fell down again! I flew off the bike and injured the exact same wound. There was one evil jogger, upon seeing me in my horrible state, he just laughed at me and say 'I think you should get a bigger bike'. What an ass. Thank God there was a nice jogger to lend me a phone to call Rebekah.

Ahhh Liying zai cui wo liao bai bai.

(Rebekah on behalf of Liying)

2009-06-08T17:25:00.001+08:00

Hello (:

Watch this, i made it. hahahas :)

Went to Pioneer for the first time in my life, to City Harvest Church to show support for Sylvia in the International Idols 2009. Met up with Alson, Boyuan, Christmin, Damian, Guanwee and Zhenyu. :D

Though Sylvia didnt win, as it was really competitive, she will always be a great dancer to me. :D There will always be a next time babe, and you will be awesome for sure. ^^

Pictures time (:

okay, wish me luck for my F&N O Level practical tmr. :D

2009-06-03T23:27:00.002+08:00

Reality?

Went to play at the pool and the swing at/near jan's house.

went through alot these few days, alot of things being put to test. i dont like whats going on, but i cnt really control whats going on can i?

well, F&N practical coming next week, im gonna work hard perfecting my dishes. (:

for whatever thats going on, i dont wanna care anymore.

2009-05-30T21:19:00.005+08:00

Hello peeps (:

ohmygosh, monday is O level mother tongue! O.O im gonna dieeeee.

okay whatever, im seriously tired of chinese already. Yesterday was Meet the parents, after that felt sucky, thus went lan with Jan, then had dinner with her and anson. photos :D

these were taken on thursday. had mahjong session, and shuyi and I entertained jan and anson with stupid acts, hahas :D

hahas, i know i look super unglam. O.O too bad, i cannot help it. Anson told me that i very manly, omg. -.-

ohkay whatever, everyone have their happily ever afters already, i wish all of my besties well :D

Anson and Jan: last longlongggg. <3

Shuyi : please make wise decisions :D

Ramdan and Teeyah : stay sweet yea ^^

Hacken and Siying : be cute and happy (:

im just who i am, i'll wait for the right person who can accept me, being not gentle, not cute, not pretty and all. :D

I wont make my mistakes again.

2009-05-27T19:40:00.007+08:00

Aloha peeps. (:

Two words is all it takes to describe my life now. CHINESE INTENSIVE.

yep, thats all. here this nice song. :D EH, SCROLL DOWN TO LOOK AT MY HAIRSTYLES! xD

LOL, okay this is like from WAY back, omfg just look at me. :) look at my hair thennnnn.

and this was after i decided to cut my fringe short. got "feelers" somemore. -.-!

AND this was when my fringe GREW~ then i rebonded xD

and i stupidly set my hair on fire, thus now it has become bangs. wtf?

Well, its so bangs now, i super, duper cant wait for it to growwwwww.

well, im indulging in iced milk coffee now, cause i know i have to do chinese soon. oh crap.

seriously, after chinese O's, i'll never, NEVER write a compo AGAIN! !@#$%^&*(&^%$#@!

i am really serious. _|_ all the words man, i have a hurting hand. :(

but, i still want to thank Miss Angela Chan lah.

LOL. though she always (*&^%$#@#$%^&* me cause i never do work, she still quite nice at times la. and well, she still treat our class sweets and drinks daily eh. she also tried to find us an aircon area, but sadly she failed luh. well, at least she tried. xD

so, Thanks Miss Chan. :D

okok, i've got to gooooooo drown myself in chinese words. toodles (:

2009-05-25T22:09:00.005+08:00

HELLO .

simply bored, took this a few mins ago. yep :)

what hairstyle should i cut if i wanna change? three im considering below.

leave a comment! xD

Hairstyle 1.

Hairstyle 2.

Hairstyle 3.

today was sports day, i pretty much slacked around for the whole day? -.-! i guess i wasted my time there. after that, went to eat Just Acia with Shuyi, Jan and Anson.

Homed and slept. xD woke up at 7.30pm, felt insanely warm due to the stupid temperature when i staggered out of my cool, 25 degree aircon-ed room. omg, what is the world getting to? its getting hotter and hotter nowadays! :(

watched channel U, saw a girl sing this song, 我只在乎你 by 鄧麗君.

its not the girl, this is the original singer. cause the song is nice, and it reminded me that old songs can be nice too. :D

well, alright gotta go rush chinese for intensive tmr. :( siannnnnn. ~.~

2009-05-23T23:28:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps (:

watched Angels and Demons today. super nice, go watch (:

ate sizzler at suntec, should definitely go with everyone someday. got salad bar, i LOVE. :D

alright, pictures. my brother and i went abit crazy :D

would you still be my friend if i looked like that? i mean the bottom picture.

Alright, yesterday Jan, Shuyi, Anson, Daryl came to my house for mahjong. taught anson, hope you know by now. :D

aww, look so sweet :D

I KNOW IM EXTRA! :D

okay going to bed. hope i dont get haunted in my dreams with my report book. :(

unknowing the fact that, im starting to miss you.

2009-05-19T22:08:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps (:

okay, love the heartshape? and my new vest! :D

went out with Daryl today. Supposed to have accompanied him to studied, but didnt really study much? :( im a distraction.

LOL i looked like i was traumatic. -.- YES I WAS! failed english. :( horrors.

well, couldnt really get much into his head, so walked to my house. watched lame videos, then i bugged him to take photos cause i was simply too bored. but firstly he had to do his hair, with gatsby (:

finally after a long, long time.

Well, quite a day today. got back quite a few results. i dont think im looking forward to tmr. :(

time to head to bed, i've had a traumatic time collecting results. :/

2009-05-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

Sweet Sixteen. (:

Happy Belated to me. LOL i know this photo is non-relavant. (:

Updated late, long story.

went to celebrate with Ashraf, Anson, Jan, Shuyi, Hacken, CSiying, Ramdan, Yanrong.

Thanks alot, ALOT for the picnic! :D

I was blindfolded, and brought to a picnic, IN DHOBY MRT. xD LOL!

Loved everything, was so damn touched! :D

the stupid thing was, i got drunk like, 3 hours later on hoegarden and red wine, i think cause im damn noob and was hungry. so yea, went home to sleep as i felt like shit. -.-!

Woke up at 6pm, had a major hangover, went to Aunt's house for a celebration. O.O imagine having a freaking hangover. -.-

At night, Shawn, Yongkiong and Lihao came over to surpise me, LOL with an EXACT same cake as the one my other friends (Jan, Shuyi and Co. ) bought me one. hahahahah!

omgomg, they bought me faceshop masks, nail polish, and my name in a keychain! THANKS for the present, and SO SORRY for making you guys spend so much! :)

Well, today i went to satisfy my craving by going to Sakae with Daryl and Yongkiong. (:

then, went to bugis street for some clothes! :D

spent alot, ate alot. freak, im so fat. -.-! well, im sixteen, and im not slimmer. hmm, maybe by next birthday! :D

With Love, Melanie Ally Franchesca. <3

2009-05-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

Just a brief update.

Neoprints, scanned in by Anson. Thanks (:

Note : Both neoprints are taken on different days. (:

First Neoprint : went out with Ramdan, Anson, Jan, ( Shuyi and Alex came later ) .

Second Neoprint : the day before, went parklane with Daryl and Sohwynn.

Alright, i shall go absorb F&N, because im screwing everything else up.

2009-05-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

Timeless Joy.

Chem paper was scary, cause i was stoning then Mr Zuhri came and stand beside me ._.

well, went home to change then went Parklane for Left4dead, then had motion sickness. Moved onto Audition, got trashed cause i've not been playing for so long. O.O

Supposed to go home, and Jan left first due to a headache. Last minute decision made by me to go BoonKeng Mac to study. Though i like starbucks, the one at Cathay one more, BK mac is fun too, cause i met up with Sohwynn, Gwenda, and then later on i met Sylvia and DanielTeo. (:

Thanks for accompanying me for a puff, DTeo :D

Well, Math paper 2 tmr, screwed. >.<

2009-05-06T21:48:00.001+08:00

Reflection.

I've been oblivious for too long.

2009-05-05T00:08:00.002+08:00

Numb.

I didnt know what i am doing now. sometimes, i dont even know whats going on anymore. I'm sick and tired of all the drama.

2009-05-03T00:59:00.007+08:00

Inferiority is harmful.

Hello peeps!

alright, have been studying out for the past few days, so there's bound to be pictures! :D

went to bugis library today. went to cathay yesterday. People there :Anson, Ramdan, Jan, Shuyi and Hacken(only yesterday) and Yanrong.

I'm proud to be a Hongwen Student okay. :D

toilet, Jan and I :)

This was yesterday night, went jogging with Jan, Nicole and Charcoal, Jan's dog. xD

The dog tottered behind. LOL. and Jan had to feed it with snacks and water every once in a while. wth lol.

Cathay Pics. :D eh, got more at Ram's phone.

Worst Lady GaGa impersonation. hahahas -.-

puffed, outside, behind main entrance cause Hacken thinks he looks very noob yesterday. hahas, my poor brother. xD

aiya, no pics with Hacken? hmm, will check in Ram's phone on monday, and shall update Jan's DSLR pics too by then. :D

Mid years is here, GOODLUCK everyone! :)

2009-04-29T22:20:00.004+08:00

Study sessions (:

these are not meant to be light streaks, it was shuyi trying to take a photo. but the ball la, moved too fast. -.-

see her, hard at work. :D

reflection shows a flower ball, and a leopard ball. :D

Study mate : Anson :D

see he so cute right, i snapped a photo of him :)

see my stupid face, and Jan's unglam look. :D priceless!

Shuyi lurh, kept looking like an Ah-Lian yesterday. -.-

Jan just wanted to show off that she is an O Level Student. wow. :D

Group pics with all study mates! :D

I couldnt help but to take a few pics of myself. hahas ramdan didnt even know i used his phone to take them. :D

watched 17 Again online. Zac Efron is like, totally hot. :) i adore him to bits man. <3

went for Lan today, Left 4 Dead made me giddy, Audition was fun! :D

tons of photos in Jan's DSLR, will upload once i get them. :D

Cheerios! :]

2009-04-27T22:18:00.005+08:00

BANGS! O.O

i hilariously burnt my fringe today, so i salvaged it, but BANGS! O.O holy, dont know how to go school tmr! :(

well, went to study with Ramdan / Mindy :D just now. :]

although i have funny hair, i admit that i love neoprints! :D

Alright, pics below are from Chris's chalet! :D

Happy Birthday Christmin! :D

sweet 16, to my longest friend, whom i have known from NURSERY -> SAME PRIMARY -> SAME SECONDARY! :D love you lots la bitch <3

oh yea, i love the neoprint machine, new(?) one at bugis, though it costs 12 bucks, ITS TOTALLY WORTH IT! :D

Oh well, Mid years are here, so i've got to go! :D

PS : MY BIRTHDAY IS AFTER MID-YEARS! oh yea~ <3

2009-04-22T23:40:00.004+08:00

Hello all.

have just seen Jeff's blog, those who wanna quick laugh should head over there.

www.13facts.blogspot.com

jeff, see i help you promote your blog, because i had such a hard time finding it, as NOBODY relinks you. -.-

my beloved sec one face. :)

well, im just too lazy to update much, probably will update on the CIP thingy, that is when i find my camera, which is missing -.-

the photo on the left is before i rebonded, and the one on the right is after.

btw, i totally adore kinderjoy because of their cute toys, however the price is burning holes in my pocket. darn it, it makes me prefer eating kinder bueno instead.

Today, not a good day. :(

helped vincent in cutting his strawhearts as i couldnt learnt how to fold them. (i know im slow)

however, cut my finger instead. darn, i can't do anything right. -.-

then, while accompanying shuyi to find mr tan, this teacher with surname quek gave me this dirty look as i explained to her that shuyi was sick, thus we took the lift. comeon lurh, what gives man. :(( thought she was a nice teacher, thoroughly shocked. >:(

then had 1 hr dc , cause of my bestie. got a shock from the speaker, felt as though i was in prison. it, was lifeless. o.o then, beloved DM made me chop off my darling nails, thus now my fingers feel so botak. aww sad. >.<

then, there is tomorrow as well. O.O

Tomorrow will be Napfa, which im so not looking forward to, because of the fact that - im so gonna fail. lol!

Recording of school song is tmr as well, thus, it kind of brings up the mood abit. (:

andand, i have F&N practical tmr. well, for those people who are not afraid of my cooking, feel free to approach me to try. hahas :P

okay, i briefly summarized what i will be doing tmr, so i guess im off to bed. :D

toodles everyone. ^^

2009-04-20T21:34:00.003+08:00

Please, leave peacefully.

I dont know what to say. Except im sorry. Im so sorry! i dont know why you died, you are part of my life. Please get on well. Sleep peacefully.

Maybe i passed the virus onto you. Im sick, i shouldnt have come into contact with you. My poor baby, Pepper, i'll miss you. i cnt take it anymore. im burning up, my tummy hurts like crazy, and you are gone. Maybe this shows something. Im just pure bad luck, nobody should come into contact with me.

My mum didnt believe i was sick, then now she asks me not to cry over a hamster. Why am i so insignificant to you people! I DONT CARE IF IM DEAD, BUT WHY MY HAMSTER? he has done nothing. nothing at all.

Its all, terribly my fault. Please god, just punish me if you wish.

2009-04-18T21:57:00.008+08:00

Words can't describe the shame and guilt.

There's no end to the amount of sorry(s) i wanna say. Please stop asking me about SYF, i dont wanna talk about it. I dont wanna think about it, i dont wanna hear it, and i dont want to be reminded of it.

I cannot bring myself to talk to you guys about the SYF. What more can i say when i, myself as a leader, is at fault?

I dont wanna be in a bad mood, emotional mood, because i dont wanna bring the people around me down too. Its just my problem.

There is nothing more left to say, except, im sorry.

I really, really sorry. I really am, the worst vice-chair anyone have ever seen.

Take care, Mr Goh and Yiong.

2009-04-17T00:30:00.010+08:00

Hey peeps. :)

Photos taken after i done my hair, love the straightness. :D

Tmr, or rather, later on today since now is 12.33am, its the SYF for choir. Which means, its the last time i'll be going to choir. Which also mean i wont be able to go for any more ABRSMs and SYFs. Nor any more performances, where we get to sing old school songs and dance cute dances. :)

No more choir, i should be happy. Happy with the extra, spare time i have to catch up on my studies. but no, i was only happy awhile ago. Then i felt sad. I realised, i dont wanna leave choir, i love singing. singing choral music, having fun with choir mates. even though we were lame, we really had lots of fun at performances.

I've gotta admit, i have not been a good leader at all. Seriously, a vice chair? ME? im just lucky i am able to give a speech to the choir properly.

Maybe its just because im too freaking emotional nowadays, after watching Princess Diaries 1 and 2, probably fairytales or movies have happily ever after endings. Because, alls well ends well. Even if there was a hell of a rollercoster ride, most still end up with happy endings.

Read 2 storybooks today in school, and time passed quickly and enjoyable. because i realised, if i was given a choice, i would choose to live in a story.

i've been in all these. i really really miss these.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZC2g4fNKcdg&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OrPW4m27GU&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lnfNWVEr00&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9W2yxxCWTQ&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXHz_JRw-NY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDEoQ0ayg70&feature=related

lol dont even bother trying to find me in the last url, others are just recordings. i was like at the back, behind everyone. -.-

"

i hope everyone still remembers.

2009-04-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

Music.

Maybe its just that sudden jerk of realization that hit everyone. I really wish that Joe would conduct us instead of Fabian, though i felt that, everything Fabian said is kind of true. Not at first, but after reflection, we really do not take things seriously, thus wasting Joe's efforts. I dont know why, i just got abit emotional. We wanted Joe to conduct for us, as thus he put in his best to listen to us and to correct us, but what does he get in return? I, for one, am really sorry.

Really worried about the upcoming SYF. probably gonna scrape past it. not looking forward to the results. because, we have not given our best, not yet anyway; no result can be determined. Even though looking forward to the extra spare time, since I'll be passing out after SYF, I would really miss all the activities and the friends i've made there. The juniors have all been really, really nice, though sometimes they slack, they still are nice people.

Well, all the eyes are on us now, since others have all finished their SYF. i'll just keep my fingers crossed and keep on praying.

2009-04-13T01:17:00.004+08:00

Welcome back dad :)

Dad's back in Sg for a week, hopefully i can do stuff that wont piss him off. :P what, cnt blame me for being a slacker.. im just purely distracted! :)

went to Changi last night to fetch him, had Ajisen, which was awesome! Ramen is such springy noodles, chewy and soft, with immense flavour. but im not supposed to eat carbo, which leaves me feeling guilty for last night. -.-

my darling granny, see i think she's s cute. :D

the pictures below are taken on thursday when i had choir, cause they borrowed my lappy.

Okay, gotta go back to homework. Blogging just helps to take my mind off the gastrics and tiredness im feeling now. :(

starting from tmr, packed meals all the way! :D

2009-04-08T22:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!

have been rather busy these few days, will update really soon!

Lots of pics taken on Zhenyu's birthday outing, or rather, a meal. :D slowly uploading them to blogger. takes damn long lurh, especially when i can only upload 5 at a time. -.-

well, just to summarise whats going on recently .

-urgh, no time to go jogging at night. o.o

-now i know, being fat = being lazy.

-puking makes me sick.

-i have to puke. but its NOT bulimia or anorexia.

-stressed over homework

-rebonding hair soon, done fringe alr

-daddy's coming home.

andandand,

GOOD FRIDAY IS HERE!

finally a day for me to catch up with my homework, and sleep. :P

no outing, missing out on a flea. sec 4 life is SO sad.

off to bed, with my straight wierd looking fringe. looking forward to monday's rebonding. :D

2009-04-08T22:24:00.012+08:00

Hello peepos!

finally am able to post about Zhenyu's birthday outing! :D

Met up with Benhard, Sylvia, Alson, Jephthah, Zhenyu, Boyuan, Hacken, Ramdan at Plaza sing on april 6th, to celebrate Zhenyu's big day. :) actually only had a meal, at the Manhattan fish market. :D

Right, i've flooded the post with lots of photos, so yea. :D

Oh yea, forgot to include that hacken, ramdan bernhard and i went to bugis after that to get Ramdan his girlfriend's present! :D

Looking forward to rebonding hair on monday! ^^

2009-04-05T22:25:00.007+08:00

Bonjour everyone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!

Happy Sweet Sixteen :)

pics below from her chalet i went yesterday. got drunk from vodka, LOL.

(people from both pics) Vanessa, Hacken, Bernhard, Anson, Chuanwah, Alson, Vanessa. :D

Damian is thinking : 'yes! got chicken wings to eat. :D '

Hacken, Anson

Ramdan, Benhard, Sufian

Was drunk, guess i did alot of dumb stuff? omg, im so gonna die of embarrassment. i must have been pretty unglam. O.O

well, tmr is Zhenyu's big day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENYU! :D

win already everyone is turning 16! -.-

2009-04-02T22:36:00.005+08:00

Recovering from sickness. To tired all the time to take photos, thus, compare how i look like in Primary School and now. :P

TADA!

like omg right? O.O

BEFORE.

AFTER.

LOLOLOL. well, off to do some hw. :) nights :D

2009-03-31T22:34:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone.

Firstly, like to wish Alexis and Alex a happy 5 month anniversary! :D

Went to meet the 2 irritating buyers Jan had to meet. met the guys in Toa-payoh and then mrt-ed to AngMoKio.

met the two girls, who are really good at acting blur and stuffs. whatever. at least Jan got back her money, and thus she treated us Burger king. LOL. no photos already, cause was too tired from hiking around in my heels yesterday. -.-

well, to whoever the 'Guest' is, whats wrong with my fats and my tattoo? they are mine? -.-

this is my blog, my freedom to do whatever i want. I havent offended you, so can you not be so irritating? :) but still, THANKS for reading my blog yea. :D

2009-03-28T23:01:00.004+08:00

hola peepos :)

Went to watch Mall cop with my mum and brother. it, was hilarious. However, not worth a movie ticket. I'd rather you go buy a dvd. :)

met Ramdan and Shuyi today. :)

Thanks for Alex, Shuyi and Ramdan for accompanying me to bras besah (?) to buy my math guide book. :D

and the rest, are a pictures of boredom. :D

my aunty bought me wedges/pumps (?) from m'sia! :D thanks lots!

okay, im just being retarded. -.-

look, there is my twin!

this is what jan always does to people. :P

well, i think im off to bed soon. tmr - TUITION DAY. :/

dont look forward to sundays. :(

adios everyone! :)

2009-03-26T22:23:00.006+08:00

Hello peeps :D

photos taken today.

went to bras besah(?) to get my assesment/guide books, with Ramdan and Anson. Met up with Willy for a while. :)

Ramdan.

CANNOT TAKE IT. I LOOK SO FAT! o.o

act emo, Anson.

they must be thinking, "wth is anson/ramdan posing like? " hahas ;D

im batman, ramdan's robin!

i think i look constipated. -.-

here comes, Willy! :)

finally snapped a shot. LOL.

I am aiming to be

-> SLIMMER!!

-> More civilised (no vulgar, omg.)

-> um, slimmer? xD

hahas lol i dont know why, was like shocked at my photo that i look so fat. O.o damn.

Anyway, thanks to Ramdan, Anson and Willy for accompanying me to get my science book. :)

Feeling nauseous now, cause hungry until not hungry already. -.- stupid. need to sleep now, not feeling great. X.X

2009-03-25T22:23:00.006+08:00

The littlest things that take me there.

dont know why, dad havent sent me the pictures we took in Laos and Thailand cause he transferred all to his com due to the lack of space. well, in the trip, i finally know how a real couple should feel like, should love, give, take quarrel. but still remain as one.

No, im not saying my parents are a perfect couple. But imagine the distance between my dad and my mum. they get to meet every few months, and only for days at a time? otherwise, they only talk online every night.

Yet, they can still remain as though they were before my dad left. this lets me wonder, does the simplest things really make my mum happy? she keeps telling me, not to be so materialistic, which lets me think. How much does it take for her to not miss my dad, day and night?

I'm really thankful that they are my parents. though i have done many disappointing things, hurtful things, even venting my anger on them, they absorb it all. and tell me what have i done wrong in the end. they never gave up on me, even though i have attempted rubbish things time and again.

my dad and mum. :)

Maybe its just god trying to tell me, i dont know much about relationship. i am INSECURE, obviously easily JEALOUS and extremely CO-DEPENDENT. My teacher once said, why complain about other people when you should be complaining about yourself first?

I dont hate my teacher, nor do i think the sudden outburst is unfair, though maybe other than academic things are not so relevant. But this makes me think, how much do we really complain about each other?

I only know, i complain to myself that i am fat, about maybe twenty times a day, every time looking upon a reflection. This, the exterior, is all i am concerned about. i shouldn't, but yet i still am. I should really reflect. and stop ridiculously fantasizing.

2009-03-23T18:42:00.008+08:00

Love,

everyone is so in love with being in love. They forget about who they're actually "falling in love with". Stop forcing yourself to fall in love with people you barely know. If the right person comes along. You won't have to try. Everything will just fall into place. And it's okay to be a little lonely for now. It will all be worth while in the end.

Read the above from someone's blog. found it really meaningful! :) anyway, i just wanna say, whatever you think i feel about you, hatred and whatever, its not true. i dont know you, how can i hate you?

Well, im finally home from Laos. all i can conclude is :

- Mekong river is nice (is that in thailand or laos?)

- Laos is really dusty

- There are more flies and cows than humans there.

- the cows are anorexic (?) , they look really, really skinny.

at least i got to go thailand for three days, and went shopping! :) Life would be boring without shopping you know.

Today was the start of a new term. i, am practically drowning in school work. -.- went mac to study today, however not really accomplishing much due to all the lame jokes. :P

talked about the fact that when they see someone special, their heart will skip a beat / race / stop / and i dont know what else. well, i wonder how does the heart skip a beat? though i experience it, but im such a failure lurh.

i will like, totally space out for a while, brain going blank. this could really help if i was trying to get some sleep. -.-

well, gotta go dinner, before its too late then i cant jog already. >.<

toodles :D

2009-03-17T07:13:00.005+08:00

Hey all my darlings!

I'm gonna be off to Laos in about a few mins? LOL updating from the airport, because the sight of all the duty - free items are seriously tempting. o.o

Firstly, i would like to wish Ramdan a very happy, sweet 16th birthday, and i'm really sorry that im not around. :( take care alright? will bring something back from laos for you bestie! :D

Secondly, i would like to wish Daryl again for a happy 18th birthday! 18 is when you are finally legal to do many things lurh, like drinking and so. :P

I'm so gonna miss all my friends, and will update once i'm home ( that is if my internet is up). recently my mio died, leaving my housephone, tv and internet GONE. -.- sad case right.

Lol alright this is getting abit draggy, and im only gonna be gone for one week! imagine if i go longer. O.o must dedicate will already huh. :P

Take care all of my beloved friends, xoxo. <3

2009-03-12T22:50:00.005+08:00

Holidays.

Bet everyone is going "yippee" or "its finally here" that kind of stuff. well, this march holidays, i realised, is for catching up for overdue stuffs and all.

and the problem is, i will not be in singapore. o.o

so, my mood from the picture above, plummeted till the picture below.

because, i a very behind time, and need to catch up on alot of things. -.-

oh well, at least i'm going to Laos just to visit my dad, so i guess its less guilt free comparing to a shopping trip? hahas lol i'm comforting myself.

well, i have been considering between the phones like Samsung's Pixon, or Sony Ericsson's C-905 cybershot. hmm. gonna go to Laos there to see, LOL.

eh, my dad say there cheaper mah, so being a TYPICAL singaporean, im gonna go there and get my phone.

and maybe the new apple ipod shuffle.

the functions are damn cool, hope to check it out. :)

oh yea, since i would probably not update until i come back, which is like next sunday(?), i would like to wish Daryl - happy birthday! you've been a great friend, thankful to have known you. (: ( lol getting wierd. ) sorry no in SG on your special day, but overall i would like you to have an awesome birthday, and may all your dreams come true ya! :D

well, time to go sleep soon. tmr, school is gonna be a bore. with all the financial talk and no lessons thing, i feel lazy to go. -.-

2009-03-11T20:52:00.004+08:00

Disappointment.

go wallow in your deception. because, you dont know what went wrong in our relationship. i am sorry i came into your life.

2009-03-10T21:21:00.006+08:00

Screwup.
1. i hate being constantly touched by this junior in choir. but he is a friendly person. how?2. i am confused, is my relationship turning into a friendship? 3. i dont like someone being overly possessive towards me. i need space to breathe and think!4. i am afraid he will hurt himself i told him we were better off as friends. he will really do things to hurt himself!5. i have a tatt, which i fear will bring discrimination towards me when i look for jobs in future.6. i have no idea how to remove it ; penknife or laser?7. i have to wait till i have money then can laser!8. my studies are dying.9. i need to find something to relieve my stress ; drinking, huhu-ing (which im supposed to quit btw) .10. i cannot put you out of my mind. but dont worry, you will just always be in my mind. thats all.
i'm totally screwing up my life. despondency. but i dont want to screw up other people's lives too. im really scared that he would hurt himself.
but i feel that we are really better off as friends. its not fair for both me and you if you have to face the facade i have to put up everyday. that will not be a relationship. that will be in self denial.
i've got to admit it, we hardly have anything in common. i love to read, while the sight of books make you feel like sleeping. i love modern music and chorale ones, but chorale ones are simply too boring for you. i love to spend time with my friends, but instead whenever there is school, i spend literally every waking hour with you when possible. i love my friends, even the guys, but you dont like them, and you have to make snide comments behind their backs. i love to know whats going on all the time, but you constantly have moodswings due to your sensitiveness and easy jealous nature. i love to be there for you, but the problem is, you have to have my attention all the time. you get all emotional when i spend my time on the computer and not talk to you. i love socializing, but you dont. if you realised, you are rather unsociable, and when people dont know you, its hard to talk to you. i love to express my feelings, but you always abuse yourself by punching walls and cutting yourself everytime we have a quarrel. i love express the likes and dislikes of mine, but instead you put on a facade and get hypocritical. whenever my friends are nice, you are okay. but whenever something happens, you'll try and get all ' i told you so ' kind of thing. i dont know what to do, but it dawned upon me, that your insecurities are drowning you. i am lazy, but i try to study, you however, literally gives up hope on your studies. i cannot even push myself, can you imagine the exasperation i go through when you dont give a damn? you already failed a year, and now you only have 5 subjects because you dropped 1. but do you give a damn? NO. with sudden realization, this are all too much for me to take. i want you to be happy, but what about myself? i can't bring myself to tell you because i dont want to see you hurt yourself. but tell me, what should i do?

2009-03-08T22:25:00.003+08:00

Self-Inflicted

Love my beautiful lashes. :D took this a few moments before i done my tatt. yes, wasn't suppose to do it, but got tempted into doing it. O.o

hahas lol so yea, my last picture with a "clean" left hand. hahas oh well. shall update a picture of it next time. :)

can't wait for tmr's sisha-ing session. can see shuyi and her newly done geisha too. :D

2009-03-06T22:41:00.003+08:00

Common test

Its finally over. However, its one step nearer to the O levels. crap. its like what, 200+ days to go? nightmare. O.o

Cutting down on huhu, cause need to get used to it, when i'm overseas, visiting my daddy. Shall be gone for a almost a whole week, then shall be back at the end, just in time for my tatt. :)

gonna go ink by finch to do my tatt, shuyi too. well, Joe seems pretty outgoing and nice, so, i guess i trust him to do a nice job. cannot imagine if anything goes wrong ~.~

oh well, tmr gonna accompany shuyi go do her outline first. oh yea, my friends partly sponsoring for the tatt for an early birthday present. :D Thanks alot guys!

#2 days without it.#

and, what the heck. i've seriously got slow reaction time. -.-

45 words

Typing Test

2009-03-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

Love.

Love should be tireless and effortless. A dream you dream alone is a dream. A dream we dream together is reality.

Life, bends and twists.

2009-03-02T18:54:00.004+08:00

Time.

Fate. I believe in it. Even if i really want it. Its up to fate ain't it?

Life makes people go through tough times. you were tucked into a corner in my mind, why've you come out again?

I've waited from secondary one till recently. Maybe it was just never meant to be. Even if I'm with someone, you were always still somewhere there in my mind.

I should be alone.

2009-02-12T22:12:00.003+08:00

Happy early Valentine's Day.

see my kind of constipated face. LOL.

took these photos at bugis starbucks with Shuyi, as i went there to do some school work. She, on the other hand, was make-up-ing all the way. -.-

well, i've got to say, i ADORE starbucks. though its freaking expensive, to me, i'd rather drink starbucks than to drink a $1 coffee from coffee shops. oh well. o.o

and, shuyi reminded me to drink my starbucks without whipped cream, which means lesser fat! hahahah! :D lol omg fatfatfat. still.

okay whatever. this post is getting stupid.

2009-02-07T23:42:00.011+08:00

Let me present to you, Campus Superstar Top 8, Ridhwan's twin!

hahas lol no la, this IS Ridhwan. :P

was preparing for the skit the other day, where we have to do dialogues relating to television programs to help improve our oral stuffs. so yea, Ridhwan and Guanwee both acted like girls, and well, they look pretty dont you think? :)

groupmate and sitting partner, Saritha :D

okay fine, in case Ridhwan's fan club people wack me, here is a decent photo of him. :D

Jan and I

Went to Bugis and Far east today. met up with Alson and went to bugis to meet Chuanwah, Weikai and Yongkiong. went to far east to support Ridhwan after that. :)

took a photo with weikai, but is in his phone. shall get it another day. :D hahas look at his face -.-

oh well, i am now jogging and climbing stairs daily. will i lose weight? LOL. shall see.

oh well, gtg already.

goodbye. :]

2009-02-04T20:18:00.003+08:00

Congrats to Ridhwan for being in the top 8 for Campus Superstar! :]

Too these photos sometime ago, lol now then update. :P

Christine and I in mac, with Ramdan and Hacken in the pic below. cnt remember why we were there for. hmm.

Christine stained curry sauce on her bag, but cnt see lor. -.-

oh well, sec 4 life is really tough! i really cannot take all these already. -.- everyday got lessons till 4, still got cca. -.- no life lor! by the time i reach home everyday, i have NO mood to do homework, feels like slacking on my sofa of sleeping. ohmygosh.

only feb and i'm behind. crap, will someone tutor me? :D

2009-01-29T22:46:00.011+08:00

BEWARE.

This post is FULL of photos, so yea, be prepared to see tons of them. :)

lol i bloghopped around, saw that so many people all updated about CNY, except Shuyi, Jan, Alson and blahs. i'm not as slow as them. :D

so yea, here is the Day 1 of CNY. little photos for day 1 lor. :]

My brother. :)

my granny's on your left. dont you think she kinda looks like her sister? on the right. [:

my aunty. everyone say i look like her. -.-

This is Day 2. had buffet at my house, which i think was quite little and not very nice. lol invited Jan, Divya and Christine to my house. poor shuyi, she still in M'sia. oh ya, thanks for the ear-ring babe. :)

testing how long is my hair. -.-

LOL i was trying to call the rest, cause Divya arrived first.

Chinatown is SUPER packed. o.o LOL kinda contradicting, cause i so happened to take a photo of a quite empty street. not here pack la. is the inside.

lol this was the weekend before, where we had reunion dinner. oh yea, she's my cousin, Clare. :D

went to accompany weipok and chuanwah buy new year clothing. then we took neoprints. :D

This was after the CNY celebration in school. :)

i look horrid in that postition. LOL >.<>

alright, gotta go to bed. with loves everyone. :D

2009-01-21T20:00:00.005+08:00

hello everyone :]

CNY is coming already, everyone ready for it yet? anyway, went to mediacorp to support Ridhwan's CSS, and he went into the next round.

CONGRATS BITCH :)

oh well, let the pictures do the talking.

lol this was from SAFTI. -.-

i dont know what i learnt from this learning journey though. hmm i only know their living quarters very hot. LOL.

hahas alright off to watch tv already. Happy Chinese New Year to all :D

2009-01-17T23:43:00.011+08:00

Done my new year clothes hunting today :)

first, went to TPY to buy my school bag. Thanks to Shuyi, Alson and Ramdan for accompanying me. :D

Alson then left for a seminar, and Ramdan went home to sleep. o.o

lol only photo taken for today. :[ time constrain. LOL.

look at my hamster :D his name is Pepper. :]

here's a pic of Ramdan, accompanying me the first time when i went to check the availability of my bag. :)

and Shuyi and i recently went to eat at Ritz Apple Strudel. it was awesome ^^

here are the videos we took today. got ELEVEN balloons, and so we sucked the helium like mad. i got giddy -.-

oh well, CNY is coming. and soon, its CT1. shit. O.o

2009-01-15T21:54:00.002+08:00

CNY is coming, have everyone gotten their new year clothing yet?

hmm, gonna get mine this sat, hope it will be a fruitful trip! :D will also be going to NAFA open house with Shuyi, hope to see anyone there. (:

photos time :]

oh well, i look horrid. LOL >.<

It has been the start of IRP week, and it is seriously tiring. Tons of homework DAILY, plus cca and then we'll be having dry runs for the CNY and stuffs. oh man. by the time i reach home my energy level is already on the danger scale. my laziness is overpowering, lol.

oh yea, cut my fringe shorter again. heh. cause it was irritating me, as it constantly covers my eyes, thus i went snip avenue for a cut. whoo~ talk about inflation. Last time, my other friends cut fringe for like $2+, and now i cut fringe is $4! its like, i must well cut whole head for only $4.80? lol suay i cut it not long ago. hmm.

oh well. hope i get tons of angpows during new year yep!

2009-01-07T20:56:00.001+08:00

Photos. :]

kuku weixiong. -.-

today went to Nanyang Poly. lol sian lor, not even aiming to go there. so its like, i'll wander around aimlessly, looking. -.-

dont understand, why guys wanna have longlong hair? lol saw a few with hair with my LENGTH! -.- they look wierd. hmm. will never understand why they like so wierd hairstyle.

anyway,

GOODLUCK TO THOSE GETTING O RESULTS NEXT MONDAY! :]

2009-01-06T20:48:00.004+08:00

Hello how's everyone's lives? I'm having trouble adjusting back to school, keeps falling asleep. :P oh well, last week of freedom, next week got IRP [ intensive revision programme ] already. depressing. hmm, at least this week is gonna be fun. Yesterday, was about to go home while met Jeff, Damian and Chuanwah at the busstop, and in the end they came my house for mahjong. :) some pics. [: oh yea, alson came after jeff left. lol whatever, chuanwah was the biggest winner anyway. ._.

these were older pics, taken at Benjamin's house. Went there with Sohwynn and Yongkiong. oh well, he had a chubby cute dog. but his dog is uber horny. -.-

nice right. his house the stairs there still got mirror, and SO BIG somemore. O.o

yay, tmr gonna watch twilight, and thursday going to Nanyang Poly, while friday is choir and sat is sec one orientation! :D hope i dont embarrass myself dancing that day. :P

2009-01-04T12:04:00.004+08:00

YAY i finally connected my phone to my com! :D

so here are some photos from the first day of school. (:

Mindy / Ramdan. :D

Jannnnnyyy

hacken is a kuku bird. :D

christine.

okay the bottom are some overdue photos. :D

class chalet that time.

okay whatever. till next time :D

2009-01-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

I believe i can change. my vow to myself, to be single till i finish O's. :)

This are all just part of the growing up process i guess. hmm. I'm growing up yo!

2009-01-01T22:55:00.001+08:00

Just waiting here for someone to take me away.

Or maybe I'm just destined to be alone.

I guess it was just never meant to be.

2008-12-28T20:21:00.006+08:00

HOT GUY. O.O

LOL not jackie chan la. the one beside. :D

lol watching new police story, then got this guy called Xie ting feng. omgggggg. so hot can? hahas :)

went to my cousins house today, for christmas :D i got nail polish from them. omg orange! i also asked my mummy to buy me earrings from minibits, cause we were getting my cousins prezzies from there too. so yea, thanks alot mum (: some pics everyone.

oh yea, my fringe is short now. nice anot? hahas will update again soon. wanna go to the countdown anyone? but i going to watch fireworks only, not the show. :D till then.

2008-12-27T21:53:00.003+08:00

Still in christmas mood? New year's coming yo!

finally got my new com, felt that i should change my skin. :D

dont really know how to use this mac yet, but my com has the same name as me! okay, you guys may not know, but my parents calls me apple, so i share a similarity with my com~ lol lameness.

okay, will update more when i figure out how to upload stuff to my com. till then. ._.

*edit*

still dunno how to change skin! O.O

2008-12-25T00:22:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!

yesterday's 1E2's reunion chalet rocked to the core man! @.@ Alson, Bernhard, Boyuan, Christmin, Chuanwah, Delis, Jephthah, Kiansing, Sylvia, Zhenyu.. aiya sorry if i left out any names. oh ya, Sylvia's Bf, Yiwen came too, but he used to be in 1E2 also can. like omg fated or something.

waited outside dumbly for hours to wait for the arrival of everyone, just to realise that we cant check in without someone above 18. sheesh man! so we waited again and by the time we could go in, it was around 4 plus or 5 plus(?), not sure. Chionged to start fire and bbq, and i have to say, Sylvia the dad make the chickenwing marinate is super, duper AWESOME. its like, freaking tasty la. i confirm ate alot of those O.O

no choice ma, just pierced my ears again the day before, thus didnt dare to eat prawns and sotong. walao eh, i ask to buy the sotong one lor! >.< can you imagine how i felt when i happily took a packet of cooked sambal sotong, and opened the aluminium foil, Oh so gently, and when i was about to pick one up with my fork and devour the sotong, i suddenly recalled my piercings. DAMN. the sotong and prawns, were so near yet so far..

oh yea, thankyou chuanwah for my drink!
he asked me, ' eh liying, you want go out and get a drink?'
then i was like, ' u sponser ah? i got no money liao lei'
and he was like, ' okay lor. '
woohoo! thanks to him i got a free can of carlsberg. :D though boyuan attempted to snatch from me, he only got little! hahas :D:D

sad point is, Bernhard is taller than me, and Christmin got so much skinnier!
okay la. sad for me. O.O need to start losing weight! -.-

whatever. will update again soon, once i get my new lappy! :D

2008-12-14T17:41:00.002+08:00

hellohello people!

wtf i need to change my blog and url soon, sorry for so long. my com crash, still have repair.. think gonna get a pink vaio, not sure yet..

holy shit, just realised i lost more or less or of my homework, and there is like, 2 more weeks till next year? O.O

will update blog more often when i get my new com. :]

except i dunno when i will get it ._.

well.. anyway, rebekah now at my house, knitting like an ahma :D i learning lor, see she knit until like very pro like that.. dunno what will come out of it, cause i dont have alot of patience. hmm..

pepper is doing well, becoming fatter as i speak. hahas he very glutton lor. but okay la, he look cuter when he is fat. (:

aiya, dunno what to blog liao la.. using my mum's com, cnt upload any pics, or anything at all..
till next time then. ^^

2008-11-19T15:49:00.002+08:00

MY COM CRASHED!

yes. thus the reason for not blogging for ages. anyone knows of how to repair com? LOL!

contact me !

oh yea, i also need JOB LOBANG!

2008-11-10T00:13:00.003+08:00

why did i make the first step? wasn't it better when i didn't make it clear? i'm thinking of you more than a friend already, and i'm not supposed to! my very first time of being stood up. i have to make it my last.

2008-11-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

THIS IS PEPPER! :D

will update again soon :)
I love (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER) : Jan,Shuyi, Divya, Christine

2008-11-01T17:38:00.001+08:00

LOL okay i know that these are not mine, but i aim to get something like them :D

im so toot. -.- wish me luck in saving! :D

2008-10-29T23:15:00.004+08:00

yoyoyoyo!

omg today was a damn sia suay day. went to First toapayoh pri to perform for school image. -.- i was laughing throughout, LOL! they like, stare at us blankly? -.- cnt even manage to laugh. LMAO!

went bugis after, saw THIS CHINA BAG! lol i think its so fugly. -.-

this is my new hand phone accessory! :D

cute right! walao shawn say look like condom. _|_

i so agree with this mug! Live without dogs? I DON'T THINK SO. >:D

wa nowadays i go everywhere also see nice car! ^^

I simply LOVE SLICE! :D

LOL went amk for ID parade.

PSP parade. :D

dont you just love my nails? :D

i am so going to get a hamster! omgomgomg! :D:D:D:D

wait for me to post photos alright! ^^

2008-10-25T22:22:00.010+08:00

yoohoo~

saw this orange lotus at kallang. nice dao (:

went to watch HSM3. okay lor, they just sang more songs than the other 2 seasons, lesser storyline, but overal okay ba. -.-

STUPID SCANDALOUS PEOPLE -.-

i have no idea why im frowning. :/

This was on thurs, went out after parents meeting. :D

LOVE THIS DESERT SHOP.

name : SLICE.
location : Far East Basement.

and i love my nails too. :D

here are some lame videos for you to enjoy. byebye :D

2008-10-22T20:31:00.005+08:00

HEY YO :D

went to Siewping's house on monday. cause it started to rain, thus went there to slack. heres Jojo. :) so long never see le, he so fat sia. O.O

slacked today. hahas never go the hike, cause was really lazy. :P

wtf saw this AWESOME car! its so, SO CHIO! O.O

SNOWCITY DAY!

hahas the photos abit messed up. the above are those taken after we reached. :P

Divyaaaa :D

stupid ashraf and ridhwan, thought is christmas alr. -.-

LMAO! sick ass la.

Vanessa, divya, and I :D

shit unglam. -.-

hahas went to play at snowcity yesterday, and there was actually QUITE SMALL. O.O only a small place to slack at, and everyone chiong-ed for the slide. at first i damn scared la, cause got phobia of heights. LOL then boyuan persuaded me to join jin and damian they all. AND IT WAS AWESOME!

after the first time, i went ON and ON! lol! i meng slide, with different ppl, like alson, boyuan, divya, royston and finally Mr Tan appeared, and we forced him onto the slide :D went on with alot of people, and i think jeff was on the other side of mr tan, so i kinda broke off with divya TWICE during the slide down! O.O LOL la. cause the guy always push jeff's side down first, then my hand was so frozen so i couldn't even grab onto divya lor. lols.

can't wait to go out with divya tmr, cause we are going deepavali shopping! @-@ YESYESYES!

lols i have blue nails now :D

okay im so random. -.- anyway, do support and spread the word for bendemeer's choir blog!

www.bendemeer-choir.blogspot.com

alright, gonna think of how to get the money from my mama for shoppiing tmr! :D

2008-10-20T20:03:00.004+08:00

Oh wow.

I ADMIT. i was EMO over this. GOD! i DID NOT EVEN FALL OUT WITH YOU. remember? you were all EMO that day after recieving ur results in your A maths, which u did so badly, and you wanted to tell me. I WAS INSENSITIVE. i am. serious i swear i didn't know. and what happened afterwards? u got tired of waiting for me to finish my psp game, and you walked off. I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW! dammit. until u STARTED IGNORING ME and jeff told me what happened. Then what can i do? i try to even look at you, the day when u were walking back from the toilet with shuyi, i was with divya. But look at you. you were alright already, all smiles and all. and you ignored me, and you and shuyi just talked to divya and i was invisible. -.- so this was it. AND lets see what u said.

"i dont know what is your fucking problem
just leave it ok
Anyway
is way more better right?
Just do what you wanna do
and play your hide and seek at JW condo
very fun right :D
GO GO
Besides,
i found my new-found best friend
YAYA
go all emo over this ok
EMO my freaking foot _l_
whatever you can have it your way"

so what is it? you wanna dig up old stuff and say. What have i offended u in? i JUST went to A FRIEND'S HOUSE. gosh. blowing this whole matter out of proportion is so wrong. whats the point of being emo for a friend who treats me great at one time, and heck cares me at another?

you don't even respect me. you told me that in my face. i get it now. I was just a substitude until u found someone suitable to be your best friend.

you want to ignore me. fine. just don't text me, and say

"i don't know what is ur fucking problem. if u wanna leave it that way, fine."

i don't get it. what is my problem? you are ignoring me cause i was too insensitive to you? I APOLOGISE here! I AM SO SORRY YOU GOT SUCH A RESULT. i SWEAR i am not being sarcastic.

i guess you don't need me anymore anyways. so i decided to leave you alone with ur new bestie.
aren't you better off now?

2008-10-13T21:21:00.006+08:00

well. this post will be all photos of me from the past till now. not in order. -.- i lazy la okay :P

SEC 1. X.X find me :D

lol this was after i took off extensions.

now. :D

first time extensions.

second time extensions.

early sec 3.

i rmb this was at the toilet of the police cantonment school trip.

this was like, new year? LOL!

sec 3 camp.

Mediacorp auditions.

SYF opening ceremony rehearsal.

this is like, at new year or smth? -.-

this was like end last year i think? hmm.

LOL i lazy upload liao la, next time okay. :)

walan sian RESULTS! X.X

2008-10-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

maybe god wants me to be stronger and go through this. but im empty.

2008-10-09T22:31:00.003+08:00

Lucky

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

2008-10-01T12:36:00.009+08:00

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my newfound friend JIAWEI! (:

LOL i call him panda cause he doesn't sleep. -.-

okay, so long never blog due to exams. -.- dunno where everyone gets all the time to update about changi man. O.O damn my photos now so outdated alr. >.<

so i present to you : changi :D

lol this is the mrt come up de escalator la -.- took the photo to show that it was a long way down. click to enlarge la.

took thus while we were finding popeyes. -.- was lost at first lol.

(credits to alson (: )

MR POTATO! :D

omg chuanwah look like he is smelling delis's hair. O.O

anyway i think popeyes is a very expensive place, if compared, i would rather go LJS (long john silver). Cause i think LJS the food would be around the same price with a bigger portion, or there would be some combo value meal thingy. so yeap, i would prefer LJS to Popeyes at T3. =/

btw, the great thing was the toilet was damn clean. :P

these are pics of Rebekah's new house. Those who know Rebekah then yep, those who don't, her photo is below.

saw this outside bugis library. omg it is really bread. O.o

yep this is rebekah. :D

and i love yoshi. :D:D:D

Lastly, i found this photo in my camera album. guess who? :D

LOL obvious la. -.- okok, tmr going to study at bugis library, so now gonna sleep alr! :D

thanks to weixiong, i finally go onto a bicycle. :D THANKYOU! :D

2008-09-21T15:17:00.005+08:00

HELLO :D

cnt believe exam is just around the corner and im blogging. hmm. well, it beats being stuck at home staring at four walls. O.O

alson looking a a painting. (actually its a window) =.=

taken during self study. (:

F&N. Peisi and my food. :)

i think i scored pretty bad. my presentation for my food like dunno what. sian la, maybe im not up to cooking. hahas :P

2008-09-13T14:36:00.002+08:00

SHEESH!

EOY in 14 DAYS! omfg!!

hahas now i mugging in sch, then about to go for lunch alr, so im blogging. (:
nothing to blog about also actually. just wanna wish everyone .

GOODLUCK FOR EOY!

hahas yep, we shall all work hard, HAND IN HAND! :D

waitwait, dun go.
i want rant about someone la.

last week suaysuay kena my favourite teacher in BENDEMEER ( read on to guess la ), like wtf lor. i that day on MC somemore, go back just for the lit play la. then kena caught. NABEI. was like sian ji pua, when she told me next day go attire check.

All my skirts above knee one what, whose isn't. -.-
so i wore that, tied my hair neat neat, then go see her. She sae okay can go.
Next day, go see her again. then she give me fucker attitude. she sae, skirt too short, go DC room unhem now.

i was like, wtf... *stone there*

i was so fucking pissed off. yea thats right, PISSED OFF!
whatever. i walk away.
she confirm next monday come find me one la, my class still sit beside hers during flag raising.
FUCKFACE LA. _|_

yea, im scolding FUCK. one post scold so many alr. what can u do? CANE ME AH? _|_
nabei she is such a fucker. i think on that day she pissed off or kena boyfriend dump la.
nvm, i wish u never get one anyway. HE WILL SUAY DAO! O.O

2008-09-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

tagged by yongkiong. _|_

1 Where would you go if someone sponsors u an air ticket??
- Australia and Europe. :)

#2 What's your favourite thing to do?
- bitch about yongkiong. _|_

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness?
- not technically. but it can buy comfort.

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
- love, true friendship. i can live without health. (:

#5 things you can't live without?
- money, my mp3, my phone, my laptop, my storybook :D

#6 what are u afraid to lose?
- everything.

#7 if you win $1 million dollars, what will u do?
- go shopping la DUH. :D:D:D

#8 what do u dream of doing in the future?
- being Deejay! :D but of course not in class 95 or chinese one la. -.-

#9 list down 3 good points about the person who gave u this survey:
- he will anywhere with me :)
- he supports me in whatever i do.
- he forces me to study ( thats goodright? )

#10 what makes u happy?
- i dunno.

#11 what type of person u hate most?
- hypocrites, bitches, and my ex friend.

#12 if u have a super power, what would it be?
- blast everyone i hate to outer space : aka AWAW :D

#13 would u go for happiness or money?
- both can anot? one leads to another.

#14 who do u think is the most important people in ur life??
- no idea.

#15 if u have a girlfriend, will u die for her?
- if she is my good girlfriend, i may :D

#16 who's the last person who hugged you?
- Divya, just now before i left sch (:

#17 what is the one thing u want to do badly now?
- go shopping

#18 who are u close to?
- me, myself and i

#19 are u courageous enough to the person that u like?
- i dunno.

#20 if u could do one thing all over again, wad would it be?
- i really dunno.

7 things that scare u:
- cockroach, i dunno.

7 things that u like the most:
- chocolate
- money
- my mp3
- moomoo, mama, meemee, momo (:
- the chubby mother fucker that live in 811, watch digimon, eat and eat and eat, then now sitting here call me write his name. -.-
- yk and L.
- my friends (:
(not in order)

7 important things in my room:
- my laptop
- mp3
- Bed
- Air-con
- My clothes
- my phone
- books :D

7 random facts about me:
- got fucked up attitude (:
- jealous(but not as much as yk lor)
- petty (still lesser than yk^^)
- im skinnier than the chubby mama fucker
- sociable
- im fat ( i admit u bloody annoymous :D )
- i love singing (:

7 things i plan to do before i die:
- One love relationship that lasts
- realise my ambition
- My friends to be happy
- Be happy
- have a dog :D
- go to the right poly course i want (:
- get an awesome wardobe

7 things u are attracted to in the opposite sex:
- Caring
- Thoughtful
- Considerate
- Understanding
- Romantic
- Smart, sensitive
- Love me!

7 things i always say:
- Sorry
- Thank you
- HAHA
- Fuck
- Attitude
- Irritating
- Kuku

ps : i remove the tag part, remove others from this agony. :)

ohohohoh fuckk. 16 days to EOY. -.-

2008-09-06T14:41:00.003+08:00

You Are 48% Jealous

You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about.

A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far.

Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses.

You'll be a better (and happier) person for it!

How Jealous Are You?

oh wow. -.- what is this. i thought i was a much more jealous person. hmm oh well.

Your Beauty Element is Water

Feminine and dreamy, your beauty style is classic and very vintage.

But you never look out of style! You have a way of making classic looks modern again.

What's Your Beauty Element?

Your Pirate Name Is...

Lieutenant-Colonel Mary No Beard

What's Your Pirate Name?

You Are 42% Independent

Overall, you're a pretty independent woman. You don't follow trends just to fit in.

You've got your own cool thing going on, though you sometimes still care too much about what other's think.

Are You an Independent Woman?

The Only Thing You Play is "Cool"

It's not that you don't have the skills to juggle a few men

Nope, you just lack the desire.

You prefer dating to be a simple one on one process.

No games, no other people, no drama - just you and the guy you're getting to know.

When It Comes to Men, Are You a Player?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 50% Good and 50% Bad

Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.

But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

omg. the last quiz is so, so true.

2008-09-05T16:51:00.002+08:00

hahahas, im laughing like this baby! :D

i found some lame people commenting on Jan and my blog, which are so lame and uncalled for. :)

For the anonymous on Jan's blog

you dunno how to photoshop, or u hate photoshop for god knows what reason, or u are living in serious self denial and thinking you are oh so pretty and slim, and of course perfect, excuse me. :D
i mean, you not happy with photoshop then is YOUR pasar (problem) what. go Jan blog make noise for what? and still got ppl must shoot Chewyen? this is so hilarious. busybodies like these remind me of ahmas and aunties in wet markets. hahas!

hmm, you dun like photoshop, is it then u must go find trouble with everyone using photoshop? oh my. you must be pretty busy then huh. :) poor thing, you wanna drink in case u get thirsty for making so much noise? (: mymy, maybe you are reading this? im sorry im kinda wasting ur time ain't i? oh my, you better get a move on then. :D or maybe u can just go to your room and cry, cause nobody likes you, or u are simply living in self denial. :D

oh, so im suppose to be gloomy cause someone said me fat? hahas i dun think so. :) i FAT. yes i admit.

I AM FAT.

so what man? so what?
i mean, if your eyes hurt, go see a doctor or something. if seeing my blog hurts your eyes so much, then why do you still come? don't you have better things to do? like think, maybe you have fat too? JUST MAYBE? hahas! :D

i mean, everyone has fat, just depends who has more. dun tell me you have no fat okay anonymous, cause if you don't, when u run, your heart will be swinging like a pendulum in your body. -.- so, technically, sad to break it to you anonymous, you have fat too. :)

so, maybe you can step out of your little self denial world and see, that maybe, just maybe, that nobody's perfect.

2008-09-03T22:48:00.005+08:00

HEY EVERYONE.

ya la my blog is so dead, i know. got some virus, then my dad recently came back, so got my com reformatted and stuffs. haiz. had to redownload alot of stuff. BLOODY HELL.

yea like finally i blogged alr. today the post about alot of photos ah, so yeap, alot of events. :D

ABRSM WAS TODAY!

YES! WE ARE DONE.DONE.DONE.DONE.DONE!

i dunno how others feel, but i see the the judge look so happy, thought maybe i haven give my 100%, i gave most of my effort alr, so yeap, i hope we get a merit lor. *cross fingers*

lazy to upload the ABRSM photos, next post huh. :) only this was taken today, and i save from jan's blog cause sje updated too. ( eh see i help u publicise okay! :P )

okay this is some random shot of my cousin. :D

anyway.

HAPPY BELATED TEACHERS' DAY !

okay i know i abit laggg. O.O hahas nvm la okay. :D

siewping they all got cake for the teachers, so lets eat cake! :D

look at the glutton beside me. she eat like siao la! hahas O.O

okay below pictures from the teachers day / aces day / be yourself day celebration. :D
went plaza sing with Shuyi, Christine, Jan and met Joey and Shiyun! :) walked to FAR EAST together.

now i know why they call it far east. CAUSE ITS DAMN FAR! -.-

hahas i dug out some older photos, during a practical did recently in F&N. cooked laksa. O.o

*eye open big big*

eh i can cook one hor! :P

Alson's Laksa

MY LASKA! :D:D:D:D

some meesiams from seri and friends :)

and then i found some photos when i went to Boyuan's house RECENTLY also. hahas xD
to download some game for PSP. and in then end didn't. WTFFFF.

SEE 2 BITCHES :D

this is Boyuan's horny dog.

and when i was leaving, i saw these!

and i realised something! Boyuan, TAY BO YUAN, is so bloody tall. and all, i mean ALL (!) his mirrors are only a little taller than me! like wtf! no wonder he stop growing tall alr la. bend down too much for his mirrors. :D

hahas well i finally finish my post alr. dug up so much photos, uploaded them, but lazy to blog nia. hahaahs :D well i gotta start studying alr! its like, holidays ending! OMGG.

2008-08-25T22:31:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA. :D

i look awesome. ^^

camwhored during lit after we finished the recording thingy. omg i love the macbook cam. LOVE! :D see, ridhwan has a heartshape nostril. (clickable xD )

today went to boyuan house to get the DJ max game thingy, but the bloody file corrupted or smth. crappp. shall ask jin to help me get it in soon. :)

no IT today, no DC today. yippee :D not quite the afternoon i expected, so i slacked aimlessly at superstar corner and then went boyuan house to meet zhenyu and ashraf. :D

will update today's pictures soon. stay tuned huh! ^^

2008-08-21T19:56:00.006+08:00

I LOVE MY MBBF :D

hahas yep he/she is mindy. ^^

had IT lesson today. damn lame la. the teacher talked, then i played y8, others played viwawa and dota. hmm. after IT took this photos. :D

btw eh, my name is Melanie. :D hahas, nickname only huh. call me Mel. (:

i think i suffer from insomnia lor, nowadays cnt sleep at night. what crap right. O.o cnt sleep at night, then so shag in the morning. i need sleeping pills la. someone GIVE ME.

i find blogging so boring nowadays la. sian la bodoh. =.=

but im happy that i am getting this hoodie. :D

nice right! anyway, pic credit : http://smalltreesspree.blogspot.com/

well. thats one thing im looking forward to. hmm. hope my mbbf will wear hoodie too. :) till next time~